remembering him

its been six years since you've been gone... what would it have been if you are still here? how would you look like if you're still alive? its been a long time, yet it still pains me remembering how you died...

Joseph A. Leelin Jr.

January 23, 1986 - Descember 4, 2003

but life goes on... crying won't make you come back. all i can do is just to miss you so much. You're not forgotten junjo. We love you so much. justice will be on the Lord's hand.

christmas preps for lila

23 days before christmas... i'm so excited, i can't remember the last time i felt this, maybe ten years ago :D anyway i'm really excited for lila, not for myself. i want to see her face when she opens her gifts, i want to see how she would react. hehehehe i never expected this kind of feeling, maybe this is part of being a mommy. For this year, here are the presents she would received from us:

Little Do's & Don'ts Board Books by Karen Katz - from Santa. Which I think is the best books for her because she's starting to grow maldita. hehehehheheh


LeapFrog word whammer - obviously from mommy, since its an educational toy


Table and Chairs - from daddy, this was supposed to be last year's christmas gift, but mark decided to give lila other gift.



For Lila's Godparents, here are the things that makes lila happy, this will also give you an idea what to give to her :p

Lila loves to wear dress, even when she just stay at home:

She will definitely appreciate a dress, her size is for four years old.

She really loves bubbles, that's the only thing she would ask me to buy when we're at a toy store (lucky for me :D)

You could give her a bubble machine, that's something new to her.

Or you can give her anything with Hello Kitty and Ariel The Little Marmaid. Anything except any plastic used for eating, I'm very particular with the things she use because of the BPA issue.